//that's a nay

Meh, I feel so bored. I am boring. Very tempted to order Mcdelivery but then I should be really against Mcdonalds. They're the reason why I gained 7 kgs in a yeeeeaaaaaar. FFuck. (Sorry lah really cannot stand it have to rant. That's like fuuuk with double F!!!!! @#$%*%(((&($#@ Now do you all understand why I am ddyyyiiiinnnngggg to lose some weight? Cannot stand being this buffalo taking up everyone's space. I. Can't. Overcome. This. Shit. I should stop comparing. AAahhhh.

Btw my diet plan like epic fail, on the night itself I said I wanted to "fast". Hahaha. Well for now I think I've to exercise exercise exercise until I die.

Oh its 3.14 now, I think its time for me to eat.

//Never recreate from your memory. Always imagine new places.

Pictures above are taken on Saturday. Teenz in the afternoon, Dinner with Aunty Vivian, J, Jeremy and Anthony (J's cousin from Hong Kong). Dinner choices was TGIF/Niniq/Yew's Cafe/Gianni's. Had quality time at TGIF :) Thank you Aunty Vivian for the dinner.

Pictures below are taken today (Sunday).

Today is the 25th which also means its our bestfriends anniversary date. 3 years and uh..8 months I think. :x

1st picture : Some bracelet J and I did today. I've got my HK with a yellow ribbon, J's got a green ribbon HK.

2nd picture : HK pouch I bought today to serve my phone. Hahaha I am in love with it. Funny how a small thing can lights up someone's day. Happy kid, happy kid.

Caught Inception. No doubt its the best movie this year. Seriously.

"Dreams feel real while we're in them. It's only when we wake up that we realize something was actually strange."

//back to the future

Atlanta de Cadenet Taylor, photo source : french frosting , cobra snake

Dear abdhfwuegosdmmciweoashjf,

Don't be too hard on yourself, girl. One month diet plan. Its going to sound like I'm fasting but I'm not..yet all I do is to drink..drink..drink..and then hopefully what I'd calculated is going to be right. 6 kgs down by one month. 8kgs down by 6 weeks. I'd be more than contented. I hope I could go through this. I hope I have self control. Meanwhile with the fats burning themselves down all I have to do is to take care of my skin and follow my skin care regimen..exercise whenever I have the time. All I need is contentment with myself. I want and need to stop feeling insecure about the way I look. I'm a fighter. I know that.

Pfft Pfffffffffffft Pfffffffft Ppppfffffffffttttttt

Haven't been going to church for a while now, there is this strong force telling me to go church this Saturday. Who knows my questions would be answered... For the first time I feel like...praying. Hallelujah.

Going to catch Inception this Sunday with Joanne for our uh, bestfriends 3 years 5 months anniversary.Heard too much good review of the movie, can't wait to watch it already. Though I know its more to art and it will be harder to understand but I'm looking forward to where when my soul understands the movie, not my mind. For once I want to stop figuring things out and feel........hahaha gosh i sound as if i am deep.

Promised my brother that I would buy him Eclipse. It was a good feeling seeing him reading the Twilight book. Its my first time seeing him reading an actual novel. Apart from the usual comics or True Singapore Ghost Stories. Haha. Oh yeaaaaaa, this is worth writing down and worth remembering, for me : I exchanged my LGKS360 with my brother shaving his "mustache". I would give..when it comes to obeying my orders hahahaha. Need to start spending quality times with my brother instead of hogging onto the laptop. I don't want to drift further away from my brother. After all he's my one and only brother.

Also...I can't wait to go Singapore with JL!!!!! It hurts a lot when it comes to withdrawing money from the ATM. I wish I could have more pocket money though. BUT NOOOO I won't complain! I must feel blessed and contented with what my parents are giving me right now. Need to stop being that arrogant brat, you know. Need to change the way I am for the better, and need to stop speaking in a squeaky voice. Damn its annoying.

Ok!ok! I shall uh..stop now and go have some milk..it won't harm much, would it?

(=

//lost and unfound, yet

I love Toy Story 3. I guess it relates so much to life and I've got a couple of answers from it so its really meaningful to me. Fuck all of you who said its an overrated movie!!!! (Ok sorry for the swearing but I just can't help it)

Also........I haven't shopped in Singapore for like 4 months! I think my mind is in its  own world right now. I really need to go for some retail therapy. Money is such scary things.

I wish I am as rich as Paris Hilton Hahaha ok that'd be too much but a girl can dream, can't she? I oso want to be skinny so that I won't feel so depressed everytime I look at myself in the mirror.

............................................................................................ bye.

//Random Raiding

Been a long time since I last went shopping. I think I'm depressed. Hahahaha ok kidding.Wanted to watch Despicable Me today with my brother but there's no time for it in the afternoon. Sigh. And I'm thinking of going somewhere with my Mum today so I could maybe see something I like and buy it back haha. I want a pair of cream converse badly though. Look :

I remember my brother has it, but I went to find it the other day only to hear from my maid that he lost his shoe. zwtfbbqz.

Ok here are some random overdue pictures.

@ Lavender the other day with mum.

Collection of idk-what-genre-but-i'm-dying-to-find-out CDs displayed. I think its Indie.

Wall deco @ That's Cafe

Lunch at Seoul Garden, celebrating Camelia's birthday

Back to school, then played some ball games. I think this was some Kucing game

And then some shooting game.

And then went to take some clothings that need to be used for the IU day..Then I broke my headpiece and went to the KH room to get it pateri-ed back. It didn't work. hahaha. I have magical fingers. I break every little things I touch.

And then the IU Day

JL and I.

Time to go find my mum and persuade her to go shopping with me. *sheepish grin*

//Land of A Thousand Smiles

IMHO I liked the decorations/designs the best. Backdrop, Hall decoration, Costumes.... beat all of the rest hahaha.


Jian Lynn The IU director and I


Nithiyah and I. We're mascotts.


I like it blue. 750baht cheap.


Jess and I. Do I look as though I should say Welcome to Singapore Airlines or Sawadeekaa?


I wouldn't mind saying Welcome to Singapore Airlines either because that's like my dream!


So my job is to stand by the door and greet Sawadeekaa to all of the guests.


Thai opening dance


Southern Thai Dance


SIGS BAND PERFORMANCE


Games


Bollywood dance


Korean Nobody Dance


DJ of the day, Rachel


Pineapple rice and more... for refreshments


Winnie and I


Syahirah Bahar, Me, Hui Mei and Jian Lynn


Secret admirer? Haha! The guy(yes he's a guy) actually cancelled my name after that haha. But look below : Beautiful Monster Wtf. Haha. The song was OMG by Usher from that guy to me though LOL


Bamboo Dance

I very lazy to upload/edit all of the other pictures because they're all blurry.

Ok finish already. Byebye!