//Dream crack

"When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the air plane takes off against the wind, not with it."
 
-Henry Ford

Why settle for ordinary when you can be extraordinary? In life, there is no one who is good enough to judge you for who you are except for you, yourself. Stop trying to fit in the pieces of the puzzle. Put everything down, learn to let go and move on. Whatever you do, remember that your actions are your own, and you cannot escape the consequences. Life isn't fair but it is almost all the time, you just need to realise it. Accept the fact, and live well. When everyone else is doing the same thing following the trial, find your own track. Dare to be different, or die trying. This is why, everyone should be ordinary. After all, its a choice. To live life or to be non existence.






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This is the coolest shit. Cheapest I saw was RM30. I'm so gonna get one of those. Or maybe D.I.Y.

//Operation Operating Your Soft Toy

This useless tutorial attempts to make your bear/soft toy softer.

Here's what you need :

• A soft toy (Be it a bear, dog, rabbit etc. as long as you think that its too full)
• Needle
• Thread
• Scissors
• Plastic bag / Box

Here's what you don't need :

• Experience in sewing

Okay so......few years back I bought and built a bear(MOJO JOJO) in build a bear and it was stuffed with too much cotton so I decided to perform a cheat one operation on it to take out its extra cotton to make it softer. (Actually I did once before but then it was still very full so this is my second attempt in doing it. Therefore I came up with an "idea" to make a "tutorial" hahaha.)

Let's get started.

Step 1 : Pick a soft toy


Step 2 : Take off its clothes if it have any on. (If your soft toy's clothes cannot be taken off then its too bad la. Or maybe you can try operating its head? Hahaha)


Step 3 : Turn the bear to the back.....(Never ever operate your bear on its stomach because then, if your operation goes wrong your bear is going to have a very ugly belly which you don't want that to happen. Unless if you do, then its ok. Or you have like the best skill in sewing that it won't leave a mark on your bear)


Step 4 : Find a spot to perform the operation on. (Have you notice my previous stitch? haha)


Step 5 : Use the scissors to cut your bear open. The length is up to you but it'd be easier to cut until you can fit your whole palm/hand in it. So that it'd be easier for you to take out its cotton in its hands/legs/head




Step 6 : Start taking out the cotton...


Step 7 : Put the cotton you took out in a plastic bag / a box so that the cotton won't scatter around


Step 8 : After taking out the cotton,  hug your bear to see if its your desired softness. Then, find a thread that its colour is similar to your bear's colour


Step 9 : Sew it...




Step 10 : After sewing, "pinch" the bear's fur so that it won't be pressed by the stitches and so that your bear will not look like it had an "operation"


Step 11 : Ta-dah! Now you can has a new(softer) bear!


Step 12 : Put its clothes back on and its done!


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Pictures in the process :

This is the heart that everyone has to put in their bear in build a bear :)


And this is the additional heart beat thing


These are the cotton I took out from my bear hahaha. My bear was fat!



Ok that's all for this useless tutorial I hope you're gonna have fun if you're ever gonna operate on your bear! hehehe

//Hold me down, sweet and low

Addicted to the song..see above title for one line of it's lyrics. Mainly because........ hmm. I shan't say it here don't feel so good revealing everything about me? hehehe.

Anyway, went for training this morning and then got abducted from S's car by J. She offered to get me whatever I want(affordable at the moment) so yeaaa hehe :)

Went to CS for lunch and helped N to get something and checked my phone bill. THANK GOD I DIDN'T USE UNTIL THE CREDIT LIMIT IS OVER. I was friggin' paranoid because. I made a promise to my dad to not use over the limit or else byebye iphone....(which then I'd be stuck with my lousy LG phone that I bought on impulse hahaha!) Was relieved when the person said my bill was RM***.85. Only .85 cents over hahahha! It was like ultimate relieve! phew!

Anyway, took neoprints and this is the best my camera can do.









I need a MACRO lens!!!! Any cheap secondhand macro lens compatible for canon EOS450D?(Must be in good condition la) Tell me ok!!! I will love you forever! hahaha. This is why.....owning a dslr isn't just it. You have to have different lenses to capture different photograph result. Photography is an expensive hobby. (It's not my hobby...but still. that's what everyone say)

OH! I got new addition to my ever expanding HK collection :) FROM THE CAPSULE MACHINES! hehe I really love to turn that thing. Turn turn then plop! you get a goodie :) Little things like that can really lift up my mood. J's tactic to make me "happy" and smile like a silly kid.



At first I got the green colour one (yuck) so I was sad....then J gave me money to let me get another one again! hehehe! but this time she turned the thing, cuz she thinks that she have better luck and she got me the purple one!! hehe we both got our colour except hers suck. She treats me sooooo good yet I treat her like shit. hahaha =P

Hmm yea so lepaked with J J H YY and a guy which I do not know his name.

And then, got a phone call from J telling me that one of my school's teacher passed away. We were close to her so its hard for us to digest the fact that she left.................................................. Sigh, I shouldn't talk about it now I feel so sad and guilty for being such a bad student.

-shouldn't talk about it. Yes.

Such a joke

From what I can remember I have ancestors from China, Thailand and also Phillipines. So I am literally a mix of Chinese, Thai, Filipino. I guess that makes me very asian.

Why wasn't I born with

• a sharp nosebridge
• a smaller face
• long legs
• a hot body (think : big boobs, slim toned legs and hands and tummy and butt etc etc)
• a taller figure (I wish I was 170cm but I am 7cm shorter which is sad because well, I've always wanted to be tall? ya ya ya you guys can shoot me now and say I'm tall enough but fuck no I'm not)

I wish I could look pretty if I take a front view picture like without tilting my head a little to the left/right. I have such huge nose and small lips and weird eyes. I really have weird eyes. Like, I have a triple eyelid? And then I'd have to do some *magic* to make it a double. Sigh.

I want to have a sharp nose and nosebridge, a fuller lips nicer eyes better complexion and natural tan! I am naturally yellow and its easy for me to get a nice tan but I'm lazy what. I want things that I will not have to go work for it to get it. Ok I really sound like a loser now but..

Just another day I hate how I look cannot meh!!

Boomer

O hai I look so lame in school t/uniform. That is me when I am tired.

Anyway these pictures were taken on J's birthday.

Celebrated her birthday 3times in a day with 3 different group of friends. First was in school with netball teammates, second was with LY and JS, third was with D, K and YX.

Ate korean food, western food, thai food chinese food all also got in one day. Trust me I was super tired that day I don't even bother how I look that time hahaha. What do you expect me to look after a looong day + training.

Which explains, I let myself to look like this :

Yes I look so mad fugly but hahahahahaha heck cares. I am green I look like the boomer in L4D

Once again me looking very the lame(I kinda regret not showering and changing my clothes)

Oh I should win an award for being the lousiest bestfriend on earth ever. Seriously. Hahaha.

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Today is a Friday. And I am stuck at home. I don't feel like going anywhere and just rot. Still disappointed for not being able to go KL....haha. Hmm. :-)

Meta

Intorpidire.

I don't feel so good. & I guess you found me.

We are normal, just like you

Hey ho!

As promised, pictures of the lepaking session with  D K YX and J.

Strong Cheat One.

Hahaha @ Kenneth

That You Xian sat on that "dolphine" I almost fell hahaha.

Can you see through Kenneth????

I forgot what we were laughing at...

Oh, attempt to jump and high five with D epic FAIL.

Hehe found my number and cannot resist to climb..But then, mine was hard to climb. Like no place for you to step on.

What is YX doing? hahaha.

K thats all others are in fb.

And.................photobooth moments in Genting Highlands with D and K.

Haha I know I am so unglam :) But that's just how I roll.

Sooner or later

Outing with JL M N U yesterday late afternoon for Percy Jackson(FTW). I thought the taxi fare would be like 20-25bucks but turns out its only 12 bucks so its cheap.

Supposed to go for Karaoke session but turns out we have to pay 53MYR per person so we chao. Haha. :-) Its not worth it, come my house sing better haha!

Anyway so we chilled at Starbucks and played truth or dare from an app from my phone. Their questions were boring. Or maybe we were boring that we can't answer any good answers??? Hmmmm.




Haha, this is not a dare.


Michael laughing at JL's iFon/iClone












HAHAHA the loser that can't differentiate the iPhone and the iFon!!! Seriously all of us LOL ttm!

Somemore the back of the phone right, the iPhone had words like "Designed by Apple in California. Assembled in China" The iFon has "Designed by Airphone in China. Assembled in China" LOL siol.











Oow to movie so yeah after movie no more pics taken cuz they went to have pizza and I went to meet up with D & K.

And went back home after say 20 mins. Then went out for supper with E, EC, CY, F, YJ, Z, B. Stuffed myself bad and immediately felt tired. hahaha! I'm a pig like that :-)