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VICTORIA ISA PIXIE

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Stumbled across R's blog and found this website. Woooooo. Couple of my looks. Add me if you have a looklet account!















Go play mix and match!!

Anyway, I saw a fake chanel pink quilted bag yesterday I have the urge to get it but it looks...well, fake. Why they cannot do nicer ones ah. I think I'm gonna go see it one more time and decide to get it or to not get it. but very "diu lian" leh carrying a fake bag. Chanel somemore. Oh wellz since I am not rich.. :'(

Pink chanel quilted bag. This is authentic Chanel.



The Union Jack one!!



Anyone wants to buy for me I marry you for one day la? Deal? Hahahaha.

Bought a vintage looking Levi's skirt yesterday. I luv it but I still don't know how to pair it with other clothes Hahaha. I should save up some money (Cannot keep depending on my parents what) seriously I am so broke you do not want to know how much I have now. This is why I hate going window shopping myself. I don't know how I'm going to survive if I don't have a high paid job next time. Must find rich husbands faster luh like that. HAHAHA!

Kanasai topshop cheat my feelings. You know why? Their manhattan dolls collection have this model wearing the bodycon + visible shoulder pads dress and then I was so happy topshop finally has it but then when I go through their collections they don't have the dress. How can like that.

Hi ya anyway I want to go eat something so ta ta.

Nothing gold can stay

Today I had a dream but with the wrong person in it HAHAHA.

Cannot. Wait. For. Class. Party. First time I'm actually excited for some school/class thing. I think its gonna be fun. But not putting my hopes too high because I don't like to get disappointed? Hahaha.

K I promise proper posts soon.

Need to bathe my Poco l8r but feeling very lazy to do so. Its been 2 months I guess? Haha smelly dog lazy owner.

Overheated

 So much to say at the moment but I don't know how.



Its like there's millions of voices inside your mind telling you this and that and then your mind is filled up with little thoughts that would literally kill you and then suddenly it just went boom & its all gone and then you get really infuriated by it and then those little voices came back and just fuck up your brain. -and then you don't really know what to do.
I hate that feeling I really hate it its like when you know its time to voice up for yourself voice up for your thoughts and not be the kind of human other people thought you are. When you know its time to finally be yourself and you have all those words ready in your mind but you just need to do some re-arranging and then when you finally got the words into right sentences and everything, then you stop and "decided" to not voice up your thoughts anymore because the little thoughts roaming around in your mind decided to mutate and tells you what will happen after you voice them out like
1. people don't get what you're trying to say and then they make up their own stories and start to think of you the way that they think you are and then you have to play along with what they made up because then if you don't they'd start to think why you're like that and not like that and start to spread nasty stuff about you or
2. people will think of you as some other kind of people who'd not do something like that and they just don't understand that its their thoughts that'd been drowning my poor little soul in a life which I do not think I am being myself its like you're a puppet of their story or
3.people will start to be caring and give out advices and I think they're sometimes really useless because what they said is what I'd thought about a billion times or
4. lets say you are trying to lose weight and you really wanted to fit into nice clothes and short shorts and then when you tell the people that you want to wear this really short shorts for example and then they'd start shooting back at you saying that "are you sure you can fit into those cause you're really fat". Yes I admit that I'm really fat but I don't need you to fucking remind me of that.
5. its like they've been controlling you so much that you've became a person you are not and thats ok with them but its never ok for me. Yeah like whatever happened to writing my own thoughts? I don't need you to tell me what to do I don't need you to tell me what I should and shouldn't write.

People need to keep things to themselves.

And you don't voice up your thoughts because you're thinking too much thinking what others would feel but ah, fuck that I am not that kind of girl anymore. Sure I've been living in a lonely nutshell but at least I'm better than a lot of people.

Ah what a wordy post I bet if anyone really reads it, they'd start shooting stuffs at me again its like I have no right to say what I want to say without hurting any party in my personal writing-about-your-thoughts place its really ridiculous why people have to try to bring others down. Dude its my fucking blog you can fucking leave and not fucking leave nasty comments if you don't fucking like me or what I write so its not the problem with me its the problem with you!

And I don't really give a / two flying fuck(s) if my english is horrible I can live with it so what's bothering you so much?!?!?!!

Up all night Got demons to fight

Where can I get this?

Anyway, ALMOST could get this sooon :



But then I think $$$ would be better so I better save up some cash and treat myself to endless shopping Wooooooo how awesome is that! And then I can buy whatever I want but I'd be short of cash too and that's bad but oh wellz. Its time to learn how to spend money wisely.

Sigh, thing about me is that when I want to spend on something like not even worth the money I will thought of the cliche "Spend money wisely". Then again, my brain will psycho me to think that buying that would be "spending my money wisely" and then I will start imagining how I'm gonna pair the stuff up with whatever & whatever and then I will go @.@ I GOT TO BUY THIS. And when I got it after 10 mins tops, I regret buying it. Ah, such a shame to be me sometimes.

Tomorrow is the 25th which means I'd be with J! Its been around 2 weeks since I last saw her and she misses me! Awwwww. Ok eew I hate the awww thing.

I'm currently craving for :



Yums! Wasn't really hungry but when I came across that picture I became really hungry. Sigh don't do this to me. I'm on the mood to slim down so please don't kill it! I need to go down by a size. Just a size.

Okiedokes should stop here and get my beauty sleep soon once I fully charged my iPod so hurry battery, hurry!

For The Win

10 things you want for Christmas:

1. Clothes
2. $$$$$$$$$$$$
3. Chanel pendant necklace
   
4. Heels
   
5. Accessories
6. A thinner me
   
7. Blackberry Javelin
   
8. Union Jack quilted bag preferably from Chanel ;D
   
9. Barbie dolls
   
10. A huge Hello Kitty softoy from Sanrio.
    

9 musicians/bands you love:

1. Making April
   
2. Jason Walker
   
3. Automatic Loveletter
   
4. The Pretty Reckless
   
5. Beyonce
   
6. Nickelback
   
7. Adele
8. Faith Hill
   
9. Er, Demi Lovato
   

8 things you do everyday:

1. Online
2. Eat
3. Sleep
4. Talk
5. Tweet
6. More sleeping
   
7. Walk
8. More onlining
   

7 things you enjoy:

1. Shopping (Not window shopping)
   
2. Dressing up
   
3. Poco
4. Chilling
5. Lazing around on the bed
6. Listening to music
   
7. No more "You"
   

6 things that will always win your heart

1. You (Sucks)
   
2. $$$$$$$$$$$
   
3. Flowers (Not just one stalk or two stalks One big bouquet)
   
4. Clothes
5. Accessories
6. More $$$$$$$

5 favourites:

1. Movie: -
   
2. Song: Moment of truth by FM static
   
3. Book: Magazines
   
4. Band: -
   
5. Season: Spring
   

4 smells you enjoy:

1. Soya Bean
2. Body shop's smell
3. Freshly baked cookies
4. Lemon shower oil

3 places you want to go:

1. New York (For everything nice!)
   
2. Bangkok (For the shopping!)
   
3. Ireland (For the scenery!)
   

2 holidays you love:

1. Chinese New Year
   
2. End of school term holiday
   

1 person you’d marry on the spot:

1. Matt Lanter FTW!!!!
   

Chances lost are hopes torn up pages

Been really bored at home and I'm feeling really but in fact I'm not I kind of like this feeling~ Like you don't have time to go think about other stuffs, like to go or not to go out with friends. And then you can just tell them "Oh I'm busy sorry next time maybe?" Feels good but bad too cuz you're like lying to them. Hahaha.




Aaaaaaaah I'm turning into fishes!!


Munxing & I. Thank you for accompanying me before going on stage :)

ok last picture to end this post.

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MY BIG ASS FUGLY PICTURE HAHAHAHA WTF I DON'T KNOW WHY I UPLOAD ALSO SO TURNOFFING.

Thick lashes and mermaid nails

So I was really bored yesterday night with no one online, nothing to eat, no dvds to watch..I decided to try on fake eyelashes. I've never gone out with fake eyelashes before except for photo shoots and events that requires to wear them. :-)



Oh I bought new sleeping mask and its super comfy. If you're wondering why is my sleeping mask there, I didn't put it on purpose to "show" you guys I jumped out of bed after I decided to try on the fake eyelashes. Talk about random.


Pink shimmering nails. Actually is more of magenta than really pink. Haha. Nail colour from Anna Sui and I like the smell of the nail polish because its nice. Normally nail polishes smell bad but from Anna Sui's there's this fragrance thats like really nice hahaha.



Hohoho anyway, I revived my tamagotchi and I named it Berry this time round. Its a male~ I don't like males. I want a female it'd be cuter with the name Berry no? It grew to a toddler and its some worm thingy. Don't know how to explain but it looks like a worm to me. I bet its going to grow up into something very ugly. Ugly monster.

-Oh, I just googled for tamagotchi's growth chart and mine is a puchitchi. Actually its very cute in the colour type animation kind. Its in the Meme family. Kewl. No need to understand what I'm talking about just et me type it out to make this post look longer hahaha.


My colourfull tamagotchi.


Yay my hello kitty thingy on my tamagotchi. My cousin bought it for me from China and its quite expensive. 50RMB for one its about 25MYR. 25bucks for a small little thing but its nice! I love it~

Okayz I gtg for early dinner cuz I'm really hungry now.

Mother Jock

I just realised that my blog's layout/design looks bad in 13" computer. I think it only looks good in 17" screen and above.


Been neglecting little Poco for days already and I feel really bad now because he is like sitting beside me and asking me to play with him :( For your information, I am not crazy over dogs. I treasure them very much because I know how much pain you get when you lose someone you love so much- The pain So intolerable.



I know the pictures are "outdated" but I don't like posting posts without pictures!

Quite sad actually that I didn't go school today. Felt much better today compared to yesterday. Nose's condition is still the same though. And my ears are blocked. Nose blocked since 2 days ago. I am so ke lian.

Feel like enabling the commenting part....Feels quite "lonely" without those comments be it good or bad. I'm gonna reject posting them anyway Ha Ha Ha I actually like getting "mean" and "nasty" comments cuz they're funny like that.

Mum's not back yet I am bored.

Messy braided hair

Ever heard of fishtail braid?

Yes?

No?

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You like it? I like it! Its very special and I haven't seen anyone going out with this hairstyle before.

Came across XiaXue's hairstyling video and saw that she's making a tutorial in braiding the fishtail type but then my internet connection was shitty so I googled on doing it step by step and then I figured it out myself. Alaaaa, I don't think you guys understand what I'm trying to say so forget about it.

This is mine!




Not bad ah. But cannot see lah so no use also Sian. HaHaHa. The next try I'm gonna do the one sided fishtail braid and go out with that! But thing is that it takes a long time to do on fishtail braid I'm very lazy to do it somehow hahaha.

I'm sick. Hate it. Stupid weather caused my allergy to act up again and now my nose and ears are numb and my headache is unpredictable its like a time bomb~ Sigh. Hate being sick. Plan to go out with friend cancelled. Plan to go to junksale cancelled. Sian times 500000.

I'm just gonna go drop by some games shop and buy L4D 2 tomorrow and spend the whole day at home. And then Imma do a review about it! HeHe cannot wait. Woooooooo.

Ok gtg.

Corpse Bride

Yay finally have internet access! :-) This post will be long, and Imma spam you with a lot of pictures. Sucks without internet acces. Finally bought new modem and installed it so tadaaaaa I am back!! 

Outing with Eunice & Joanne



One picture of us only cuz the pics didnt turn out good. :-( No wait, I didn't turn out good.

J & V @Jco





Hiya I very lazy to upload those pictures @ Jco already so this shall be it.

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So the other day I helped my cousin to model for her nail art @ Plaza Pelangi. I have  to wear a wedding dress and wear 4inches high heels. The 4 inches was a piece of cake, the dress is a NIGHTMARE. Reason is because I am too short, even 4 inches can't save me from stepping on the dress.

Micky & Phoebe (My cousin) helped me to safety pin the dress to make it shorter and then it saved me from stepping the dress mana tau when its my turn to "solo" on stage the safety pin somehow fell off and then I kept on stepping on the dress when I have to go up the stairs. I was thinking "Shit dress shit dress times 10000 Damnit why does this have to happen to me!!!"

Bad experience. PLUS MY MAKE UP ALSO KA NA SAI!!!!! I HELP MYSELF TO MAKE UP ALSO NICER LUH (Even though I don't know how to. YES THAT BAD!! ) MY HAIR ALSO KA NA SAI!! Its over already so I shouldn't talk about it anymore. But one thing, I have no potential in modelling wahrao I pose also ka na sai. Never never never gonna be a model.

Here are some of the pictures the others I'm gonna upload them into fb.




My cousin & I! Jealous she is super tall and super skinny!!!


My nails! So pretty!! @.@ But then it was a torture carrying it all around especially when I cannot pull the dress up to save me from stepping on them cuz then the nails will all fall off! I tried and it really did fell off. Several times.


Micky. Also my cousin's model. I'm my cousin's bridal nails model whereas she's my cousin's fantasy nail model featuring graveyard nails.


My very pretty mummy! I'm not boasting ok. My mum is really beautiful!


Sister & I


Ok the whole package. Don't laugh. I know my hair my make up my pose my body size is horrible. But I like my dress though. I look like the Batman's Joker.




All the bridal models. Ok, if you noticed that I only posed with one hand, and the others posed with two hands, that is because my other nails all fell off! Cuz I tried to pull up my dress and 3 of them fell off. Sigh.


Phoebe


Janice

Ok bye! The rest of the pictures can be found @ fb.

My modem exploded and iPhone doesn't let me type on the post field so yeah, no posts for a week or so. Sian.

My sister...not.

Update : Got my bag already! The "new" smell of it makes me wanna faint. HaHaHa. And don't ask me why the update colour like that very lazy to change already. Oh ya, removed commenting so like XiaXue said, whatever I write you can do nothing like commenting on my posts anymore! Yes, I am qian da like that. You don't know meh?!?! Removed twitter on top of post also cuz my tweets didn't appear. And then I very lazy to find the code back so...maybe I'll put it back soon. H8 explaining leh, so troublesome.



If I'm thinner I'll look more like her! Haha go google : Alyssa Soebandono.

Btw the 2nd picture I photoshopped my skin complexion. The before one was really disgusting so yep.

I'm hungry, waiting for my grandma's chicken rice!


The bag, hopefully today.

Nevermind, I've come up with better ideas

Hi. I need help.


Anyone knows how to put a favicon into blogger layout?


Saw a random person's blog with a hello kitty favicon I am soooo jealous. I'd created a favicon I just don't know how to put it in!


So...help? pretty please? with a cherry on top?


:)

Anyway, I don't know why I always kena these kind of things like random person add you on facebook, and then kacau you. I got like one from Nigeria one from Egypt one from Turkey one from Indonesia (I think) one from The States and super banyak from Malaysia.

Oh, and they're real btw. Hahaha they got pictures with friends some got picture with family! And then they all cheekopek one simply add people on facebook and then flirt flirt all.

My, my.

ps : I'd remove my archives so if you missed out any of my posts, don't think so you can view them back unless I provide the link to it Hehe. Don't like people "ransack" my past posts so yeah.

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From all of the skipping school time I get spent at home, my brain's not rusty afterall. I've come up with a brilliant idea to archive all of my looks from time to time. And collection begins from today. This uh, "activity" is called "Look of the day". Yup inspired by lots of people across the globe, fashion sites and all. Imma start my own little look of the day too. Hehe.


Okay today I don't have any looks so here's one look back when I went to the Junk Sales @ town. Just a preview la, I know this look suxbigtime but hi ya.










Plaid top from Texwood

Highwaist shorts from Topshop
Black Fedora from Forever 21
Bag from Santa Barbara


Oh ya, I brainstorm my mind for new looks too! I don't have to think for outfits to go out anymore! I have 2 new outfits in my mind. Mix and match is fun!! Except its all b&w.


Haven't been using my camera and I really feel sad for it leh. Sigh.

Mirror Flap

Hi today I am excited and I am also sad.

First things first, E got her Macbook Pro! Am currently fiddling with it naowz. The new smell of it is really killing me HaHaHa.





Sad because can't get ahold of the bag I eyed on! :'( Its from Mango and its nice. Its in brown and denim. Sigh, nevermind. I will find "nicer" ones and then we'll see.

Okayz Imma go watch my Huan Zhu Ge Ge 2nd season already. Suddenly wanna watch Da Chang Jin but then left the box in my house whereas the discs all give people already Then found Huan Zhu Ge Ge 1st season so I watched it again then got hooked onto it. So.......2nd season here I come~~~

And the thought of going to school tomorrow bores me really.

Ok should ciao now.

xxx